Flaws

Hello Guys,
I'm sorry i didn't post yesterday but nothing really happened. Anyway whats happened today?? Well i have been at rowing since 11 this morning my first session was a j15 coxed four we then had a second session in a j15 coxless quad. We ended up eating in the boat as we had no time between training sessions but it turned out okay. We are currently training for national schools which shall be coming up in three weeks and another competition in two weeks so its quite busy at the moment.

however I have learnt something today and that is that I am a pushover. if anything goes wrong which isn't even my fault I instantly say sorry. Some people may see this as a good thing but its not, because I can't even stand up for myself. Another thing is that I ALWAYS over think things if somebody says something I instantly think of 10 if not more things that that one thing could mean, believe me it's a horrible thing to have. I mean I virtually ignored somebody today who means a lot to me just because of one/two things they said. Guys believe me when I say if you are like me and over think things just stop and think of the literal meaning. Don't assume from their tone of voice or body language that it's straight away a bad thing because normally it's not. I now know that I need to think before I jump to conclusions because I know someday I am going to take a tiny thing and make it something huge.
Keep smiling :)
Sarah xxx
P.s If anyone has anything they want to talk about just email me and i will listen :)